Victim of Changes

Nur Hidayah Bibi
->I like to indulge in my own fantasy world
->I like pretty things (=
->Metalhead/Rocker (=
->I'm a dreamer.
hidayah_dayah_988@hotmail.com <-- Talk to me? (=

Together We'll Fly Someday (=

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"It's not the size of the pencil, It's how big you write your name." Ronnie James Dio
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Oh, myself, my tears just fall in the dust
Friday, May 27, 2011 || 7:06 PM

macamrindugitutapiapayangakubolehbuat?dahlepasdahkesempatanaku.ishouldvegrabbedtheopportunitywhenihadachance.
rettingthemomentwhenicouldhavejustreachedout,itwasjustthereinfrontofmyeyesifonly!!
insteadiletitslipawayonlytofeelangryatmyselfnow.whatadumbassiwas,iam.
shouldvebutitstoolatenow.thelongingtheyearninginmyheart,cantdoanythingaboutit.


moving on!
another uneventful day, not worth mentioning.
but just now when we told each other how we used to not like each other and now how we've become close friends, it's kinda funny how people grow onto you as time passes by, and how the ones you've always been close to fade away.

i miss my old self hahaha.
i cant even be serious anymore. well~
i cant even freaking be angry for long periods anymore.
it kinda sucks, cause i need the anger. as strange as it may sound, i need to feel the anger to keep me going.

Pretending that we see doesn't give us the sight
Pretending that we live doesn't make us alive.
-Patterns, system of a down